So I have been dating all of 3 minutes and have already encountered bat shit crazy guy. I thought there was a 17 to 1 ratio of asshole to certifiably insane. Give me a self absorbed, only partly interested dickhead any day but please keep the lunatics away. Stories of fights and cops provide great material for you and your friends when you are 23 however at the age of 36 it's just fucking pathetic.
Its all for the best anyway. Bat shit crazy guy was also a latch'r on'r so the excuse to call it quits before it called it starts was served so effortlessly to me on a silver platter. Possessive and mental are two personality traits when added together equal restraining order. Thankfully we haven't reached THAT level of deranged but don't be surprised if I wind up having cocktails with Natalee Holloway and Nicole Simpson.
I realized with this little exercise that I am not ready for this dating thing. When you sincerely appreciate the, every now and again guy, you are sincerely comfortable being single. Alone is by choice. Lonely is by design. I have adjusted to this lifestyle a little too well and at this point I just cant imagine it any different.
maybe you need to be open to the right guy. ;)
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